my dear friend...
you said you are hurt by what happened
you said you are disappointed at what happened
you said you will leave because of what happened
what can i say to you my dearest friend...
do i not hurt as much as you do
do i not know that you fret
do i not wet my pillows or isit only u who cry in the darkest night
do i not know you are called by God for a reason, a purpose
yet i can do nothing..
cos you have choosen to hang your head so low
cos you have choosen to run away instead of coming close
cos you have choosen to do it your way rather than His ways
am i a lousy leader i ask
am i a lousy friend i ask
and well do u even consider how i feel for you
maybe u will never know
maybe u will never experience
maybe u will never come close to umderstand
how i feel
what i think
what i experience
when i heard the intend of your heart
when i read the blog you wrote
when i receive the email that you send
its seems eternity stood still
you seem to be gone from my life
how can i hold you back
i know i cant
only you can make a choice yourself
is it only when i fellowship with you
is it only when i call you
is it only when we share the same dreams
am i considered your friend
Please dont go my dearest friend
if only you can hear the cry of my heart within
you are so close but yet so far
i know if i touch you
i would end up hurting you
because love demands holiness
because love demands a setting apart
because love demands willingness
forgive me if i seem so distant
forgive me if i seem so cold
i just hope you will one day understand
why i did what i had to do
Lord help me to let go
Give me my Manasseh
I forget those hurts those pains
I forgive you my dearest friend
I know you need to live your life
I know you have your dreams to pursue
I know you need to be with him/her
I know you have your choice your will
I know the price to let go is too great for you
BUT I believe
one day you will come back
one day you will be strong
one day you will understand
one day you will live out your destiny!!!
and meanwhile I can only say
GOODBYE MY FRIEND
